I am really not doing well financially right now. I am not making enough to pay my bills. hopefully next month my bill to BB will go back down to 11$. then i think i would be ok. I need to make some phone calls tomorrow though. i need to call the lawfirm representing WM and tell them that i am not going to be able to make my payment on time, and that it's comming but it is going to be a little late. I also need to send in my bb payment. I can't believe i forgot again to return the movies! i am going to have to ask my mom to do it or something. i am not going to have time to return them tomorrow, and i have orientation on tuesday. god i can't wait for my student loan money to come through. i am can't spend that much of it, cuz i need it to pay for summer classes. but yeah, it will help TREMENDOUSLY with my stress level, cuz i can pay all my bills!!
A and i really need to work on saving our money though. like on Friday night we didn't end up going to the movie, but we still both spent like 20$ for a night in with rented movies. we could have saved that movie and spend half that much. idk it just seems like we will never get an apartment together. We are always talking about it but we can never seem to save any money. So its like it will never happen. I have been wanting my own place ever since I moved back from indiana. I knew N was a dead end road in my heart, but i think that i was afraid to be lonely. but i felt so trapped and almost oppressed when i was with him. i was also in a dazed stupor the whole time cuz i was fucked up all the time.
i feel like i can never get all the things that i want done in a day. i make all these plans for things that i need to do, and although i do get (sometimes) most of the things on my list done, i can never seem to get all of them done. maybe its the same principal with wilpf, that we always think we can do more than we can actually do. if only i didn't need to sleep
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